Wednesday, April 30, 2008Y
Shall update after i come back from a bbq party! Hahax.. till den!
My own heart unlocked at 4:42 PM
HEY PPL!
Hahax.. good to see more ppl coming to my blog! but ppl, tag more luhs.. hahax.. flood oso nvm~!! Okays, today was a generally boring day, as it always is.. boring chinese lessons especially.. jus can't stand them.. Sian.. hahax.. i'm now currently playing games wit Papa!! Hahax.. Long long time nv see her alr lo!! Miss her SOSOSOSOSO much!! Hahax.. i miss all my dance seniors.. all the memories i shared with dem is really very sweet and we had fun tgt luh.. i rmb i didn't cry on their graduation day.. it wasn't tat i was heartless lah.. it jus cos i noe i'll still be seeing dem time and again.. so i didn't really feel sad at all when they were leavin.. but i rmb got 1 nite i actually cried over how we may be separated after sometime.. i once told my mom, “妈咪，我发现到朋友很难留住leh.." den she say wat, "本来就是吗。分开很久了就没有同样的东西可以讲，就会越讲越少，最后就没有讲话了lo..". i was somewat shocked la, but i noe it's the truth la.. i oso felt abit distanced from dem alr, so i kept askin wat dey were doing in school to actually noe wat dey were toking bout.. i noe tat now dey will have their own friends but i oso noe dey won't forget me. tat's if i'm lucky enough la.. i've alr lost one of my bestest mate in primary school cos we jus didn't contact and after tat, it seems weird to suddenly pop in and say Hi after so long.. so ppl, CHERISH YOUR FRIENDS!!
My mom oso told me tat in real life society, there can nv b real true friends.. because you nv noe who's gonna turn behind ur back and stab you.. All ppl wear mask and so we can nv trust anyone tt deeply.. It's contradicting isn't it? Why can't the world be like more simple so ppl can dun go through all those hardships.. Like living WITHOUT friends?? I personally can't do tt at all! It's a terrible feeling!! Sometimes friends may understand you better den ur family, no? OK! I noe i'm crapping a lot here but i jus wanna tell ALL my seniors..
I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS AND PIECES~~~!!!!
My own heart unlocked at 6:28 PM
Well.. Today's test paper wasn't easy for a start.. Feel like killing tt LBK!! Set the paper so difficult for wat??? Anyway, i'm starting to feel that i've turned to the dark side?? Hahax.. i dun usually write of ppl dying unless the situation really needed some boost. (I'm toking bout my compos lar..) but recently all the compos i've tried to write, including the tests n exams, i've always managed to think of DEATH one way or another! Hahax.. it's abit scary now that i think about it..
Nvm bout tt.. Today i went to IMM wit gladys.. didn't but anithing though.. i jus showed her the phone tt i wanted. It's a sony ericsson phone.. I think it's a new model? Cos i didn't see any label on it tt says the pricing n stuff la.. I'm really hoping tt my mum would buy tt for me AND sign a contract for me! yeah yeah.. i noe wat u're thinkin, i'm still using the top up card de.. i really hope she'll sign one line for me lar.. hahax.. very xin ku to always be "on budget" leh.. Hahax!
Okays.. I've gtg alr. Nid to revise for the MYEs ar.. Haix.. but i noe the minute i start revisin, i'll fall asleep.. hahax..
My own heart unlocked at 7:50 AM
Yo ppl!
This is gonna be the first of the many posts i'll be doing!! Hahahax.. Gotta thank BABY ( who's now SPAMMING my tagboard) for her HUGE HELP in making this blog successful.. Lolx.. i sound like a president of some company giving a Thank you speech..
Anyway, this week is the start of the MYEs. Haven't really give a damn bout it though.. Hahax.. i jus wish that i could use my fairy powers and fast forward all this exams and stuff. but even god noes this is impossible.. Jus have to face it ba.. wadever the outcome. My birthday's coming up in 2 weeks! Though i'm excited bout it, (i noe there's gonna be something special) but the responsibility is big lehh.
Being 16 isn't sweet at all, it comes with tons of homework and EXAMS! As u can see now, i not such a bright student so all those exams can be tough for me.. The dreaded Os is jus 5 months away.. Such an irony that it sounds long but it's quite near actually. BUT i have faith in myself that i can do it eventually. Like i said, fairytales do exist.. And so miracles will happen if we work towards it. Ciao!
My own heart unlocked at 11:07 AM
