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Monday, March 23, 2009Y

I HATE LECTURE TESTS!! T.T! So... Ma fan?? dunno how to describe it luh.. jus hate it..
y'day went out to celebrate lovely gladys's birthday! and was DAMN FUN!! hahax.. K-ed like crazy and Mayday's 离开地球表面 was super nice to lift mood and atmosphere!!

so was 第一天!!

hahax.. photos... lazy upload today lah.. hahax... not alot oso cos jing's camera no batt den i dun like using hp's de cam.. so quite little photos.. hahax.. Anyway! It was still FUN!! =DDD
and i suddenly miss Ann and yanjie alot leh... i dunno why.. HAHA!
sometimes i think most ppl have no courage to grab wat they really want.. i mean.. if you want it bad enough u'll keep trying to get it until it's really clear cut tt the thing/stuff/wadever you wanted is really cnt be achieved ma.. like my SYF.. i didn't get it in the first place de wat.. den got into reserve den was finally put into the main dance.. it's not cos i danced well or what but cos i perservered.. One thing tt i learnt in these 3 mths in JC is tt life really doesn't always go ur way so u have to fight for wat u want.. i'm hoping tt wat i'm fighting for right now is really attainable cos i really want it.. But for some ppl i noe, they give up so easily! maybe not all give up easily but the setbacks they faced throughout the "perserverance" stage made them give up.. to these ppl, i think you're jus wasting ur time la.. Since u alr come so far den why not give it a final push?? Maybe the results is not wat u expected?? Sure i had times when i say i wanna give up i hate this i hate tt but most of it was on impulse cos whenever i had time to think through it and talk to my mom bout it i'll jus hang on again.. This part is actually for tt person who says my attitude is wrong bout wat i'm fighting for... Cos like i said, i'm still hanging on.. So there's no reason to criticise bout my attitude.. wat is it tt u have to understand is tt u dun noe me well yet.. you have no idea how my thinking goes so u have no right to criticise my attitude when u noe nth about it.. cos if u continue to think tt way u're insulting me and i wun be polite wid u anymore although i always try to be.. And F.Y.I, i am a dancer and dancers dun give up tt easily like others.. cos it's often a hard road...
So gng back to wat i said, pls dun give up tt easily my frens.. it dissapoints me to see tt ur willpower is so weak.. i try to encourage u all but i dunno how many will get my words into your heads.. it isn't ME who's supposed to make the decision but u urself.. so i can oni try to persuade u to make tt right decision but the rest is all up to u.. i noe u have doubts and stuff but who doesn't?? U have to give it a try to noe it better right? And besides, u'll have a great sense of satisfaction after if u go for it urself.. Trust me.. =)) We can't always be there for you so u'll have to learn to be independant when u nid to.. so JIA YOU! And be strong!

My own heart unlocked at 10:44 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009Y

holidays are ending in like 24 hrs time?? tsk... i haven't even touched ANY and i really mean ANY of my hmwk.. bah.. u noe me.. i'm always a last minute worker.. who cares.. =) some freaking irritating ppl jus pissed me out today, (opps i mean, y'day since it's over 12 alr..) by saying some stupid and obviously obvious things which they think my pretty head can't figure out?? tsk.. irritable mood now tt's why not slping yet.. dunno why these days so easily irritated... =.= wadever.. nonsensing again... aiya! i jus wanna crap out alot of things la and my blood is like rising by 10 degrees celcius everytime i think of the stupid things tt made me irritated.. AHH!! WADEVER~~ dun understand wat i trying to say to you you and you? doesn't matter cos i can't understand either.. i think it's the holidays ending tt made me like tt.. seriously, 1 wk FLIES past without school and drags on FOREVER with school.. nonsense right??? i spend like almost 8-9 hrs in school approximately de lehh.. so how come time still goes by freakingly slow??? TSK!! i suddenly jus had the urge to Tsk at everything i realise... i dun give a damn.. =) tmr is let-hair-down day since we're gonna go p... SOMEWHERE where 16 gng on 17 ppl aren't really supposed to go.. =) i dun give a damn too.. i jus realise (again) tt i have always been the mommy's girl and it's time for me to rebel a little bit.. *smiles sweetly* besides... i'm gonna be 17 in 1mth and 17 days.. not tt 17 is big enough but i ought to have more freedom alr eh? *winks* so YOU who has been pestering me bout that stuff pls come back again in 1 mth and 17 days exactly.. it'll be a little big suprise i guess? hahax! FINALLY i had the feeling to wirte down a hahax.. eh.. my hahax hor very power de lo.. if u dun see any in my msges to u or in posts or msn, it means smth is wrong alr.. ask any of my closest frens and you'll noe.. hahaha! it's klike smth very linked to my mood and whether i'm pissed or not.. or should i say whether i wanna talk to u or not.. =D k.. i ramble finish alr.. can go slp alr.. NITEX~

My own heart unlocked at 12:42 AM

Thursday, March 19, 2009Y

=)) Changed skin again cos tt other one had some prob wid it.. hahax.. been a little busy cos i'm trying to choreo a dance!! It's so damn difficult la~~ T.T hahax.. dun even noe whether will have ppl wanna join us for the talenttime not lehh but nvm shall still choreo one! Oni got benedict and me lo!! So pathetic for a dance group.. HAHA! BUT! we shall perservere! X))


Right now.. RIGHT NOW!! I''m addicted!! to soooo many many many MANY things!! hahax.. i dunno why eh! jus addicted to anime and songs and more animes and songs!! LOL! i noe i noe.. i'm weird but WADEVER (bold underlined italised strikeout!) =)) okays la~ think it's oso due to nth interesting happening.. so got addicted to those.. the class outing has been cancelled and cancelled so many times tt i dun even think i wanna go anymore.. it's a bit retarded.. =.= And and! i love my school and class now luh!! hahax.. though there is still some irritable and stuck up characters in school but! overall it's damn cool! and fun!! <3 <3 <3! X))


Lastly.................................

SHUGO CHARA!!!!!!!! IKUTO IS <3>




My own heart unlocked at 10:35 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009Y

Finally some free time????

this whole week so busy wit sports meet and training for tug-of war and dance i barely can come home early!! den still must do hmwk somemore... not like i very spontaneous in doing the hmwk but at least i touched gp and econs lar.. =D


I SIMPLY MUST TALK BOUT HOW COOL TUG-OF-WAR IS DESPITE THE BRUISES AND THE PAIN!!! =DDD hahax.. i think it's the ultimate display of team work and support!! tell you why.. We Bikila J1 tuggers were supposed to be tugging against the Bannister J2 (!!) tuggers and i was really scared at first!! But after seeing the Bikila J2s tug against the Bannister's J1s i suddenly felt a surge of braveness coming from dunno where??!! hahax.. jus cheering and echoing the commands for them has really made us stronger.. But still we were scared i think and not really well-trained so we got pulled by them for a damn long dist at first but we held back!! U know how phsically and mentally exhausted it was not?? u're almost out of strength alr and the intimidation tt they are J2 in ur mind is really.. undescribable?? BUT WE PERSEVERED!! J2s were cheering like crazy and i think the J1 tuggers were really bout to give up when the command "walk" was given.. BUT DEN HOR!! the rope was like moving inch by inch towards us and den the J2s were practically screaming out for us to DUN GIVE UP!! hahax.. i could hear ppl giving their all out and when the referee told us tt we had won everyone jus COLLASPED U NOE??? i was like half-crying half-laughing cos i really tot we couldn't make it in the first place and really exhausted!! so i was like sitting there crying+laughing in a retarded manner (i think) when one of the J2 guy pulled me up and asked if i was alright.. LOL he was like damn worried bout me crying laa! hahax.. he was like checking my hand whether got bruises anot den he put his hand on my head and said very encouraging words.. =)) was really happy when he did tt cos i think it helped me recover from the exhaustion really quick.. hahax.. smth bout his words jus made me wanna cry more actually but den he looked so concerned tt i jus laughed and said i was alright.. lol.. Switched sides and this time was much easier! So were the other 2 tugs wid Rono's J2s.. =DD BIKILA ROCKS!! hahax.. both J1 and J2 got into the finals!! And we ARE going to win the 1st and 2nd places!! GO BIKILA!! i really love tug-of-war!! =DDD And Sports meet is jus 7days away ppl!! JIAYOU TUGGERS AND ALL BIKILIANS!! BLACK OUT!!!

My own heart unlocked at 8:40 PM